Postby Ken Dietiker » Tue Aug 01, 2006 3:32 am
David and Jake,
I'm absolutely sure that my attending the seminar is more than just worthwhile. I'm also sure that most people would find a way to beg or borrow the neccessary funds to attend, regardless of the concequences. Forgetting for a moment about the stealing part , but if I don't find the money I need to pay for this event in a responsible and legitimate way, I just won't go. Besides which, it isn't just the money. I do have a family and a business to run, and I only have certain periods when I can legitimately take a vacation, so finding the free time is also difficult. If I don't make it, there will be other seminars in the future. Maybe not so close to me, but there will be others and when I can afford it, I will certainly go. I'm sure that John will be doing this for a little while longer.
Not that I need to explain myself to any of you here, but for now I have duties that I must attend to first. It would be irresponsible of me to forgo paying my bills and feeding my family for a simple "hobby", or letting the duties of my business laps, whether it's worth pursuing or not. And it's not like I don't feel like pursuing it, I certainly do. I've been following the movement of WMA reconstruction on and off now for the last eight years, albeit mostly from a chair and not so much on the field. And always from a bubble of circumstantial solitude.
So if I don't make it because I don't have the money and refuse to toss away my integrity (for a few dollars now becasue I don't have the patience to wait another year or two), please don't assume I do so out of indifference. I am well aware of the importance of such a hands on experience, whether with John Clemens or someone else, and I don't take the decision to not go lightly. But, it is a hobby as you say, and those of you who are professional, or are/were in the military, should at least understand where I'm coming from. I make the sacrifises where I have to, on myself.
Fortunately, Christopher Eastwood was so kind as to take a few days during his vacation up here from school to put together a little group practice in Seattle. It wasn't much, but it was better than nothing. Even with only three days, I have learned quite a few somethings already. He was a great help and will be so in the future when he returns for good (or so he plans).
Then again, if I do show up there in Portland, which is still entirely possible as I continue the process of balancing the key elements of time, duty and money, consider that I am there under some small emotional and mental duress. I will have had then, for some impulsive reason (but after meeting certain obligations) decided to throw the sheets to the wind and taken the chance that everything would fly smooth during an impromptu trip south for the weekend. According to Geoff , the host of the event, I have till Thursday to make a final decision.
Thanks for caring though. It is good to know that there are some out there who wish me to get legitimately started on this thing with an NTP 1.0 seminar, at least on the practical parts. Since my kids are now all grown up, as soon as I can ease them out the door on their own, the sooner I'll have more free time to pursue my little "hobby" anyway. That's a near-future goal of mine.
Cheers!
Ken